The kind of behind the scenes questions I’m getting has changed tenor in the last two weeks, an opening created by the work being done, with its humblest of roots, on a global scale now in India. I’ve been reflecting on ‘how did we do it?’ ‘what is the secret?’ and ‘i’m dejected, i feel so far away from reaching any level of success.’ And especially, ‘I feel like I’m not doing enough…how can I do more?’
I don’t say ‘niche’ often, nor even ‘target market’ and it’s because I believe there is something simpler we can follow to find meaning and our life’s work. In our teaching, we call it the ‘what’s missing’ or ‘what’s broken’ step and I find myself returning to it more often in coaching. If you’re really concerned about sustainability, and ultimately feeling proud and ‘one’ with your business rather than in discord, this is the path I’ve found works best. Ask ‘What’s missing or what’s broken in the world that I’m here to fix?’ and build your business from there.
Here is a poem that provides fodder for the process. Note – this can be a left brain process too, but faith is involved. So for those of you who’re feeling even the tiniest bit lost, wondering when your thunderclap of achievement or success will arrive, this may help you take real steps in your business, and, along the way, assuage – because you are definitely NOT alone:
is the doorway to the here and now. Physical or emotional pain is the ultimate form of ground, saying, to each of us, in effect, there is no other place than this place, no other body than this body, no other limb or joint or pang or sharpness but this searing presence. Pain asks us to heal by focusing on the very center of the actual torment and the very way the pain is felt.
Pain is an introduction and then an apprenticeship to alertness and particularity. Through the radical undoing and debilitation of repeated pain we are reacquainted with the essentialities of place and time and existence itself. In deep pain we have energy only for what we can do wholeheartedly and then, only within a narrow range of motion, metaphorically or physically, from tying our shoe-lace to holding the essential core conversations that are reciprocal and reinforcing within the close-in circle of those we love. Pain teaches us a fine economy, in movement, in what we choose to do, in the heart’s affections, in what we ask of our selves and eventually in what we ask of others.
Pain’s beautiful humiliations followed fully make us naturally and sincerely humble and force us to put aside the guise of pretence. In real pain we have no other choice but to learn to ask for help on a daily basis. Pain tells us we belong and cannot live forever alone or in isolation. Pain makes us understand reciprocation. In real pain we often have nothing to give back other than our own gratitude, a smile that looks half way to a grimace or the passing friendship of the thankful moment to a helpful stranger, and pain is an introduction to real friendship, it tests those friends we think we already have but also introduces us to those who newly and surprisingly come to our aid.
Pain is the first proper step to real compassion; it can be a foundation for understanding all those who struggle with their existence. Experiencing real pain ourselves, our moral superiority comes to an end; we stop urging others to get with the program, to get their act together or to sharpen up, and start to look for the particular form of debilitation, visible or invisible that every person struggles to overcome. We suddenly find instead, our understanding and compassion engaged as to why others may find it hard to fully participate.
Strangely, the narrow focus that is the central and most difficult aspect of bodily pain, calls for the greater perspective, for a bigger, more generous sense of humor. With the grand perspective real pain is never far from real laughter – at our self or for another watching that self –laughter at the predicament or the physical absurdity that has become a daily experience. Pain makes drama of an everyday life with our body and our presence firmly caught on stage and in the spotlight: we are visible to others in a way over which we have no choice, limping here or leaning there.
Lastly, pain is appreciation; above all for the simple possibility and gift of a pain free life- all the rest is a bonus. Others do not know the gift in simply being healthy, of being unconsciously free to move or walk or run. Pain is a lonely road, no one can know the measure of our particular agonies, but through pain we have the possibility, just the possibility, of coming to know others as we have, with so much difficulty, come to know ourselves.
From the upcoming reader’s circle essay series. ©2013: David Whyte.